Travel guilt

Ever have that? When I got my new position early this year, one of the perks is that I get to control the travel or so was the case when I signed up for it. It's only Q1 and I have made 4 trips - 2 mandatory and 2 needed at my discretion. Looks like there are more "opportunities" coming. I was told that I do not have to take all the opportunities thrown at me. I have qualms about that. I always believe everything happens for a reason. Hubby is very supportive in all these craziness but I do not take that for granted. We estimated I will not see our daughter for 3 months this year based on the "opportunities" ahead - hard facts I cannot ignore!